Darrel and Gail Voth

Directors of Mobilization, Beautiful Feet Missionary Training and Sending, Choctaw, Oklahoma

Leave a comment

On love alone

I watched both performances of Painted Sky Opera‘s production of Amahl and the Night Visitors this weekend to see Lily in her role as a dancing shepherd.

The pivotal moment in the show is when the impoverished mother, who has stolen some of the kings’ gold is told by one of the kings to keep it because, “The child we seek doesn’t need our gold. On love, on love alone He will build His kingdom.” She then returns the gold because she too has awaited this king all her life and has nothing to give but to return her stolen gold. Then her crippled son offers his crutch as a gift and is miraculously healed. He then travels to give the baby king his crutch himself.

Then this week’s advent reading from Matthew 2:10-11, had me imagine the next part of the story with little Amahl among them… “When they saw the star, they were overjoyed. On coming to the house, they saw the child with his mother Mary, and they bowed down and worshiped him. Then they opened their treasures and presented him with gifts of gold, frankincense and myrrh…” and a worn-out, little crutch.

Oh holy night… When he appeared, the soul felt its worth.


Leave a comment

The Unusual Tale of Mary and Joseph’s Baby, 2018

As I took in the show again last night and reflected on it this morning, I felt an undergirding theme of tension. The device for a playwright would be tension and resolution… but I’m not so sure there was as clear a resolution as we’d like to believe for Mary and Joseph… hear me out on this… Yes, the long-awaited Messiah had just been born, and yet in a lot of ways his birth ushered in a new age of waiting. As we now await the second advent of God, we cooperate and participate in its coming, totally dependent yet with a very active and crucial role to play.

My bullet-point synopsis…


  • How we deal with the injustice that is, versus the justice we desire to come.
  • Between “angry” Mary who pushes for justice and “unhappy” Joesph who just wants to make the best of it.
  • God who seems aloof but who has joined us in our suffering… an almighty God who seems to depend a whole lot on us.


  • The only resolution offered to Mary and Joseph is the repeated call, “Don’t be afraid,” as they wait to see what God will do… and when… and how…
  • As Mary and Joseph work through the tension toward a resolution, now “loving” Mary and “happy” Joseph learn to trust God and each other within the crazy circumstances thrust upon them.
  • God moves in secret, working in mysterious cooperation with us in our chaos and confusion, to bring about a deliverance of love and mercy.

This show is entertaining and makes for good musical theatre, but when approached with an open, searching heart, I think there are so many things one can hear as they meditate with God about it. Head out there and see this show, even if it means a road trip. Its unique exploration of the Christmas story is valuable. Find ticket deals and more info on Facebook, Twitter, or Instagram.

Get a peek at the playbill


We did it!

We got a car! So many thanks to everyone who helped us do this. We literally could not have done it without you. And we felt so much love and support in all the responses while working on this project. 

It’s a little car, but it’s comfy and fuel efficient!


That’s about seven gallons and 220 miles left in the tank… wow!

If you’ve been following along, you’ll know that we’ve needed to replace one of our vehicles which was draining our wallet. Our income isn’t enough to make it some months, so needing a car meant needing help.

So I asked. I’m going to admit to you that I had doubts. I didn’t know how this was going to happen, yet I knew it was totally possible. And now I can walk to our kitchen window or back door and look out and see tangible evidence of the love and faithfulness of God and our friends and family who believe in us and are actively, sacrificially participating with us in this mission to make the kingdom of heaven on earth known and experienced by all.

2012 Civic EX-L

There it is—we all did this together—THANK YOU!

To everyone who responded to us when we shared our need, Thank you. Not every response involved a financial gift, but every response was understanding and caring and we heard from several who were praying and tracking our progress. Thank you for reminding us of the God we serve and the community of which we are part.

As we look ahead to the Thanksgiving season and we sit down at our tables full of food, friends and family, may we all realize that we’re connected by the Spirit of the God who is Love.


And for those who like to keep score:

The numbers

All the original information is located here, but the synopsis is this: We received $7,000 in gifts specifically for the car plus two other gifts that we could use if we needed to, which brought us to $8,200. We found this car for $8,500 and ended up paying $8,000.

With all the fees, taxes, license and registration, we’re in for about another $500 before it’s all said and done. That’s exactly $8,500. The day after we bought the car, one more person called to let us know they were sending a check for $300. And there it is. $8,500 exactly. Pretty crazy.

Now, we lose some to taxes when we take it from our ministry account; about 8.6%, so that’s about $430 that we won’t see (which brings us real close to my original goal of $9,000). 

I’ll admit to you, that I still worry about finances. We don’t quite make it month-to-month and we still need help, but this experience argues against my fiscal anxiety. I hope that every time I see or drive that little car, I’ll be reminded that with God and community, much is possible and within reach. That’s definitely the case so far.

So let’s all of us keep looking around… how can we help? What could we do for someone around us to help make faith, hope and love a tangible reality? You’re doing good; keep it up 🙂



Every fall, I spend a weekend at a Benedictine abbey near Hulbert, Okla. with some friends. I go to spend some time with Jesus and he always meets me there. We arrive Friday afternoon and are greeted by the guest master, Fr. Bachmann. They pray eight times a day and we’re welcome to sit in the cathedral and follow along (in latin). The monastery is perpetually under construction (monks build things to last, are in no hurry and have no interest in short cuts). We join them for their meals—taken in silence. Silence is the connecting thread that anchors the weekend.


The experience of silence has always been rich—until this year. This time, I felt the silence in a new way. It just felt quiet… empty. And yet, God was there with me still. In a way I can’t quite articulate, I felt the presence of God in the chilled, empty, quiet spaces of the abbey. The empty wasn’t barren but felt more like waiting—God and I waiting together, sitting quiet and still. For what, I don’t know, but I do know that I’m not alone in the empty silence.


Can you relate to this? Leave a comment about your experience with silence and God.


Leave a comment

Pineapples from strawberry plants

All available home staff here at Beautiful Feet in OKC gather each weekday morning for prayer and scripture reading together. Yesterday we read in part from Luke 3, “The ax is already at the root of the trees, and every tree that does not produce good fruit will be cut down and thrown into the fire.”

It spawned an open-hearted conversation among those of us who were gathered for prayer. What is my fruit? What’s my place?

Those in the world with the least access to the gospel are the most neglected by the missions effort. Clearly, we need more courageously obedient people to move into an unreached people group long-term to make disciples of Jesus. But in our zeal to call the American church to embrace a global vision, we’ve left a wake of wounded Christians who have received the message that God’s going to cut them off and dispose of them because they aren’t “fruitful.”

“Every tree that does not produce good fruit will be cut down and thrown into the fire…” Strong words from John the Baptist, that wild desert-dwelling prophet screaming for repentance. At least, that’s the picture I was always given of him… But what else is going on?

Here’s Darrel’s unauthorized paraphrase from that passage:

So you’re Israelites—Jews—big deal. Turn from the direction of religious status and point yourselves toward fruitful living. The people responded, aghast, “What should we do?!” “Whatever your station in life, just be good, decent people!” John tirelessly and boldly proclaimed the good news that the promised One of God was coming to gather in his people—which had little to do with right religion, and much to do with right living.

As missions mobilizers, how often have we attempted to push people into an idealized role we’ve created instead of taking the time to honor each person as the image of God with a unique contribution to the mission of God? Every mobilizer is a steward of the innate value of each person they come into contact with.

So… fruit…

Let’s say that the “fruit” of being a disciple-maker among an unreached people group is a pineapple. And as mobilizers, we gather every plant we can convince to come with us, and we tell them how important pineapples are and how long it takes to grow even just one pineapple and how desirable it is to produce a pineapple and here’s how you be a pineapple plant… now, go! God has sent all of you pineapple-makers into the world!

And we send them out, mostly strawberry plants and one pineapple… And no matter how hard they try, all they can seem to produce is strawberries. Strawberry after strawberry, blooming, growing and laid aside as a failure, left to rot and waste away. And they know they’re failing because look at that other plant—they make pineapples like it’s no trouble at all.

What if we took the time to figure out not only how to identify pineapple plants but also how to help all the other plants how to be who they are created to be? The kingdom of God needs every person God has created to be exactly who they’ve been created to be—that is the fruit God is after! If God’s made you to bear strawberries, that’s all God ever wants from you! If you’re made to flower, then flower in full confidence of God’s loving pride in your beautiful blooms.

But here’s the reality: There is no one-way to live and minister in an unreached people group—it needs all types of people! And you know what else? Those living and ministering in unreached people groups can’t do it without people here doing what they do… In order for Beautiful Feet to realize its mission of sending disciple-makers into unreached people groups, we absolutely need people who give the needed funds and they are part of the organization. We need people here to manage those finances, get the mail and answer the phone—we couldn’t function without them. We need people to help others discern their path as they follow Jesus. We need people to manage technology and communication. We need people to help prepare people for ministry. We need people to provide care and connection for those living across the globe. We need people burdened by compassion who will offer hospitality and prayer. We need people with long vision, people with attention for details, people with burning passion, people with contagious peace… you get it, right?

The kingdom of God needs you. The real, deep You which bears the image of the Creator. It may take a fair amount of work on our part to discern who I am and further work to value who I am and more work to cultivate who I am… It’s not easy. It takes time. It takes acceptance—why don’t we like who we’ve been made to be? It takes practice, to value myself, to value others, and to be genuine. But in the end, there’s no greater end than to be who and what you are because God is the one who made you.

Leave a comment

What do I value?

There are times when it feels like we do tons of work and don’t see any payoff.

We held a retreat here recently called Mountain Feet Weekend. We promoted it, invited people personally, asked others to invite people, traveled, plastered it across social media and ended up with three registrations. Sometimes, for the same amount of work, we have 10 people. The same is true of Beautiful Feet Boot Camp.

Now, this can get discouraging. It can feel like all your work, effort, energy and best ideas are pointless and if that’s the case, then what am I even doing with my life?

It’s easily believed and evidenced, but it’s not the truth! Time after time, whatever happens is exactly what needed to happen.

Here’s one example…

There was a woman at the retreat this weekend who heard Gail teach in a Perspectives class two years ago and later came to a very poorly attended event here on our campus. We didn’t even know her or have any other contact with her in those two years. Last month, I went to a small missions luncheon in a city two hours from here and gave a general invitation to the group to come and invite others to the retreat. I got very little feedback at the time and figured nothing had come from it. Except that this woman had been in Gail’s Perspectives class and at some point, gotten involved in missions in her church which hosts the missions luncheon that she attended and where she picked up a postcard for the retreat. Three points of contact, all of which were invisible to us at the time.

As I was thanking her before she left on Sunday, both of us were holding back tears. Something significant had taken place for her. I don’t even know what it was specifically—it’s between she and God—but I witnessed it.

The parable of the lost sheep and the lost coin came to my mind… is it really all worth it just for that one? I believe it is. The thing is, both the sheep and the coin were a matter of status—self-worth was driving the hunt. But the next story Jesus told was of the lost son—the intrinsic value of the son was driving the father’s search of the horizon for the silhouette of his son returning home.

There’s another difference in those stories that I’d never noticed before: The first two searches which were driven by status were anxiety-ridden, but the father waited for his son expectantly but patiently. Though it must have been agonizing, he wasn’t frantic.

Each person who comes our way is eternally valuable. Each one has their own story and unique place in the world. We respect that and are honored to be here for them, whenever and however they come. The other two people in the retreat had interesting backstories and promising futures that are “blog-worthy” as well, but I just chose one, not to diminish the value of the others, just because this is the one that came out of my fingers onto the keyboard today.

This job is not about our success, it’s about the value of others. When we get that backwards, we begin to feel anxious and unsuccessful. But when we notice the Spirit’s gentle reminders of God’s work that God is doing (not us), we can relax, be present and play our part in peace and freedom. And that’s when we notice the successes. Over and over, quietly and without fail, God’s purpose is being accomplished.

Leave a comment

March: In like a lion, out like a lion

The old saying is that if March weather comes in like a lion it will go out like a lamb. Well, life has been blowing pretty steady all the way through March!

Gail saved up some money to visit a close friend in Orlando for a weekend, only to come home and make a quick trip up to Kansas to visit her ailing father. He’s had a Parkinson’s diagnosis for many years and is currently in a nursing home. He’d been asking to see his kids, which he normally wouldn’t do, so she was able to go visit and spend some time with him and her mother. It’s pretty tough and is very difficult for Gail to be away from her mom as she goes through this. Her dad is now on hospice care and we’re all taking things day-by-day.

Soon after, our neighbor, friend, and the father-in-law of the Beautiful Feet Executive Director passed away. He had been having health complications for months from multiple fronts. He was family to four of our staff, but was a grandfather figure and friend to all the rest of us. Such a great man. Most of the community was available for his last few days and final hours as he transitioned into the final stage of life. A very heart-wrenching blessing.

This campus has seen births and deaths and everything in-between and the loving presence of God holds everything.


A few family updates

Noah was able to work another show with Lyric Theatre of Oklahoma at their little theater in the Plaza District. He’s doing well, making good connections and enjoying the work. His homeschool schedule allows him flexible work hours as well.

Lily participated in a week-long dance camp, has one of the leads as Gertrude McFuzz in Seussical Jr., and has begun a babysitting job. She is so busy, but works very hard at balancing her busy life.

Gail and Darrel are finishing up classes from HeartPaths OKC. Gail has to plan a retreat as her final project for her first year and Darrel, who is completing the final year, has a paper and presentation to complete before graduation in May. It’s been pretty difficult to keep up with the workload in addition to the regular family and ministry responsibilities. Prayers for energy, focus, and balance are greatly appreciated!

When you have a lot going on, it’s important to take a break. Gail and Darrel were able to get away for a couple days to a retreat center. There was plenty of quiet space which we mostly used for conversation.


Thank you

In times of overwhelming schedules, we remember the sacrifice, prayers, and love of so many who enable us to be here. God bless you all!